Tuesday, July 21, 2009

yes yes yes! NO NO NO! yes yes yes! NO NO NO!

i realized as i was sitting on my kitchen floor almost passed out from lack of oxygen, that i might actually be going crazy. 
i couldn't stop thinking about the fact that i'm on an island in the middle of the pacific and the people i love the most are 5,000 miles away from me (and the stupid feeling of feeling like i am absolutely nothing and people don't need me around at all..)
and so i cried, and talked to my mom and my sister. then decided i'd make cookies, eat cinnamon toast with honey on it and watch singin' in the rain. which are three things that remind me of pennsylvania home. (i'm sure you can tell how much i don't want to be on this island right now, and how much i want to be in pennsylvania, romping around the hills, walking to the train tracks, playing on the tree house in nay aug and enjoying the rain and thunder.)

so anyway, i just wanted to let you know that i am in love with gene kelly.

2 comments:

  1. ...blood magic?

    just kidding my love. i totally know how you feel, i would have these sorts of experiences all the time about hating this island and wanting to be back in SF.

    mooses tonight, liquid ankle LOVE

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  2. so ironic... i am sick and lonely. so i popped in Brigadoon. It's an old gene kelly musical. i love gene kelly. he is so handsome. why can't men now be that way? anyways... i have the movie paused and this is a sign i should finish it right now. thanks for the inspiration. xx

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